So yeah, it's a holiday weekend. 4th of July... Independence Day... whatever you want to call it. But it is an Emo day for me: A lot of problems fall on this day but I am working on it to yank it back. :)

What are you doing on July 5th?
In Philippines? I'm washing clothes. Got a laundry? :D

Have you ever known anyone who has been kidnapped?

Does wiping with newspaper make you a smartass?
No! How will that be if you only use it to wipe not reading... :D

If someone sends you - or you stumble upon a link that will show you celebrity death photos, do you click the link?
Yes if that celebrity is my favorite :D. Besides, they are photos only not a zombieee .. ^_^

Do you decorate your computer/laptop?

You see Bud and his lady out walking in a park... suddenly she stops and kicks him square in the ass. What did he say to her?  
Eww... why are you licking me?


There is a cockroach, a tarantula and a mouse in the room - which one do you kill first?
Cockroach because it smells bad and kept on flying

Did you know that a hay bale can start on fire by itself? Do you know how?
No. Oh, I don't know, do you?

Kimber calls you - what is her voice like?
Tiny, freaking voice that's eerie to hear

Have you ever played Battleship?
No.

Days of our Lives paid tribute to Francis Reid/Alice Horton this week

Is there someone in your life that you strive to be like?
Yes, that's ME :)

Do you attend parades?

If Berleen were to purchase three 10-gallon tubs of the peanut butter that they use at Dairy Queens, would you think any less of her?
No, I don't think less of her because they need it for ingredients. Berleen told me... hehehe

If all the flowers but one kind withered and died, never to grow again, but that one kind of flower would grow worldwide forever, what would you want the surviving flower to be?
Sunflower to give us all the sunshine in all our lives..

One of my friends has shared a link in my Facebook Profile. But when I saw it, I asked her what it was. As it turned out, she does not know about it. Probably, this is some kind of virus that gets the name in your friend's list and post the link without the user's knowledge.

The link is about an Apple Iphone promotional item. It shows a photo of an Apple Iphone with a link that says Facebook: Apple Iphone Promotional Give-away. I am sorry I forgot to print screen it. I am fond of giveaways, I checked it out. But then, this is what I saw:


It's asking me to log-in, into my Facebook account. But, I am and that's weird. WAIT!! Check out the URL below:



The link shown here is http://error-facebook.com/b1/b1int/ (I remove the link, if you want to see it, just copy and paste into url address).

That is not the URL of Facebook! Whatever page you go clicking and browsing using Facebook, the url always look like this: http://www.facebook.com/profile.php? with a series of alphanumeric characters.

You be the judge because I haven’t thought of this word that describes me.

A woman told me today that I have a high pride. Oh, is it? I’ve forgotten about the past pains, hurt and all the bad goodies in the world in which I pushed in one bag and throw it out of my life. It’s all about forgetting and starting a new life ahead.

Until a call came, it was a call from a woman... Old wounds revived and tried to wiggle its way up again.

I was outcast from my brother’s house. Both my father and brother are angry with me. I don’t know where my brother’s anger came from against me. He was very angry that he wants to throw a punch on me but pull it. Also, my father was angry against me because of the other woman. I defend my mother who is bedridden against my father. I defend that illiterate teen that doesn’t finish elementary education against my father. I understand her illiteracy and teach her in a way that she understands. But father was perfectionist! I tried to explain and reach my brother’s understanding. But some of the words I uttered were reiterated against me. I keep my mouth shut because I know; I can do nothing to change it. It is my youngest brother’s word against mine.

If he hears those hearsays, let that person come forward and let’s talk, like a tête-à-tête. We are civilized and educated; we’re not a child anymore. But, no foot came forward. It was like everyone was angry and I am a black dog. It chocked me. I decided to go back to Manila even if it was a gamble. I doubt if I can work again.

To make it short, I didn’t find a job while staying in one of the boarding house in Pasay. I feel desperate and very depressed until I decided to move out of that place. It was an accessible place in looking for work. But it is also making a big hole in my pocket; drained my savings.

Moving out was the biggest decision I made. Acceptance is a value that I learned; I can not have a company job anymore. Aside from my age (out of the calendar), my English is not perfect for an international call center company. Sometimes, I stammered and I have difficulty pronouncing the TH and F sounds.

The pain is gone but the scars are left. The painful situations had taught me a lesson. My mind is at peace. I had forgotten all about it until that call. A woman’s call telling me what had happened with my brother’s life and father’s vices. I told her, I can’t do anything about it. My brother has money; he has the power against me who has nothing. All I can do is pray and offer it to Him. She ended the call by asking me to warn my father against those vices. She added something that distressed me, again. Sorry, I can not tell you what it was. If it's true, he's the son and I believe in Karma. Whatever father had done, he was still the father and old now. If it is not, God I know you hear it! Sadly, I can not do anything about it.

Am I too proud? Is it pride?

I saw this Meme from Chris Chronicle's blog. Without doubts, I stole it err.. joined in the meme: :D that originates from that fella stellar Judd below :D



1. What curse word do you use the most? none
2. Do you own an iPod? No
3. What person do you talk to on the phone the most? relatives
4. Do you still remember the first person you kissed? Yes
5. Do you remember where you were on 11/9/01? work
6. What was the last movie you watched?
7. Has anyone ever called you lazy? Yes
8. Do you ever take medication to help you fall asleep? No
9. Has anyone told you a secret this week? Yes
10. What is the first thing you notice about the opposite sex? the abs :D
11. What are you looking forward to? get my old photos in my aunts place and buy a new keypad flex
12. Do you own any band t-shirts? No
13. What will you be doing in one hour? Sleep!
14. Is anyone in love with you? Yes!
15. Last time you cried? two weeks ago, when I remember my Mom in heaven
16. Are you on a desktop computer or a laptop? computer
17. Are you currently wanting any piercings or tattoos? no.
18. Would you ever date anyone covered in tattoos? no.
19. What were you doing before this? blog hopping
20. When is the last time you slept on the floor? two months ago
21. How many hours of sleep do you need to function? 8 but can't get it
22. Do you eat breakfast daily? yes!

(This was posted first  in my Earn Money Online site, but due to my negligence, I added walk thru  in the contest first instead of the other).

SavvyMama is hosting her first time ever giveaway contest. She's giving away FREE STUFF from Las Vegas. After the contests, there will be another two giveaways, so you better watch-out for it!! :) It's very easy to join:

- Subscribe her feeds blog
- Follow her blog
- Add her blog/Exchange links

(1) Las Vegas T-shirt (size: L)
(1) Las Vegas Hat
(3) Las Vegas Key Holder
(2) Las Vegas Pen
(1) Las Vegas Nail Buffer

The contest starts June 25  and ends until 11:59 pm US time on July 10, 2010.

Are you an enthusiast of collecting coins? This is also known as a King’s Hobby. The motivations of collecting coins is varied, some hobbyist collect it for fun and enthusiasm. The other reason is investment; depending on the value of the coin. It is like a land, as the years go by the value of the land will go up.

I have this commemorative coin. This coin had passed a lot of hands. What I mean is this: It was given to my Aunt from her former Korean mother-in-law as token. I guess she was grateful and happy to have her as her daughter-in-law. After that, my aunt gave it to my father who in turn gives it to my mother for keepsake.

We are always moving on different locations; mother decided to give it to me for safekeeping. I have no knowledge of the coins worth but the personal value of this coin is very important to me.





This is a commemorative coin when the Olympic was held in Seoul, Korea in 1988. Here’s the information from the coin.

I have not experienced being pregnant or have a child at this age. It was only my bulging tummy. Sadly, I can’t do anything financially to help them except by re-posting:



This baby is suffering from Hernia. (Quoted from Red’s post):

“A HERNIA is the protrusion of an organ through the wall of the cavity that normally contains it. When a hernia is not repaired, it may become strangulated. When strangulation occurs, there is a danger that part of the intestine be caught in the hernia cutting off blood supply to the tissue. Also, when a bowel obstruction occurs, it leads to severe pain, vomiting, nausea and inability to have a bowel movement or pass gas.”

God has its own way! Whatever had happened, we can not change it! The blood that's within us! Bygones be bygones!

 Yeheyyy!! Do you mind if I jump up and down? Oh the earth won’t shake with my jumping! Don’t worry about that. I was very happy to see traffic rating & adgi-score after a day! Take a look! Only for A DAY!

I’ve been checking my traffic rating and adgi-score in Adgitize website! The result is N/A and they can’t find the blog. The reason I know is that I did not visit 100 websites a day! A friend Marose a.k.a. Red checked my site and told me there’s she did not see an adgitize banner! I wonder how come she didn’t see it. I had one banner in my personal blog, though! I notice in other blogs there’s the word “Adgitize Me” with two columns of different badges. Now, I know! Oh my wrong thought beats me! I thought that those 2 columns with it six badges are only for those adgitzers who pays $14. I was wrong! After adding my blog, I did not click the GET CODE tab. So, I went back and hurriedly get code and add it in my page.

Fortunately, a website has a banner that says “Adgitizing Made Easy – 100 Points”. Without second thought, I click it divert me to Pehpot’s Make or Break with a post for Adgitizing Made Easy! They have created an adgitize tool to make it easier for us to click 100 sites a day! Visit them here.

All you have to do is copy the code and paste it (add html) in your blog’s lay-out.

1. I open three pic (paid-to-click) sites. This was easy because you can leave a window after another window. Then, go back and check each window for 1 minute or 2 minutes. 
2. The 4th window is the Readbud.com wherein, you will read articles and rate it. 
3. 5th Window was mybloglog.com website. In this site, for every message who gave me a favor, I visit their blog and kissed their ads. After the kiss, I will send them a message – favor done! 
4. 6th window is my blog dashboard. I tried changing my blog template in one of my sites to the new designs of blogspot. As a result, my widgets went somersault. Good thing, I download the old template and returned to its old state! 
5. The 7th window is my Facebook, but I kept on refreshing it for available gifts and new messages. 
6. 8th window is the adgitize.com – I told myself that I will give my best to have a 100 points. And so I did.

You may wonder and asked why I kept on posting about mothers. It wasn't easy for me to forget everything that happened. Its one year and 3 months when mother was laid to her grave.

She knows she was going to die but she cannot accept those facts. She cried out and worried that we won’t be together as a family again once, she will leave us. How she painstakingly gave her heart and soul for her family.

Why would I not cry emotionally after she told me, “Lisa, I don’t want to die”! My heart was squeezed by mixed emotions! I want to help her but there is nothing I can do to alleviate her pain and desire to live! As the days go by, I feel like a robot, trying not to feel the emotions. Until…

I carry a huge guilt on my shoulders! Why? I tell you!

I am always out of the house and returned at 10 0’clock in the evening. What am I doing? I went to the City’s Public Market and Groceries Store. I bought food items for the house and mother’s medical needs. Then, I dropped by in an Internet Café with all the shopping goodies and all. Dropping by in an Internet Café eats most of the time. I played an online game there and download songs (unknown to the watcher). I was fascinated with the game that I forgot all my responsibilities, my emotions and most of all the time!

Now, this happened when mother was bed-ridden. I left her with my crippled father and an innocent and young housemaid. Crippled because my father had a stroked from previous years. He can walk but he can’t move his right hand. He’s fast and crazy of sending messages to girl friends. The housemaid was innocent and very young. She’s 14 years old.

I perhaps trusted enough because she can cook. Until such time, a   neighbor who came to visit our house told me that my mother is limp. She looks white! And that made me rush her to the hospital. I know I am irresponsible!

When my mother died, my neighbor told me that mother cried because she does not want to die! She does not want to die because she wants to take care of us her children. How many times did I mention these words in my previous? I am sorry if I go on like an old and broken phonograph record. My emotions and feelings of guilt are overwhelming when it comes to my mother.

My mother is fond of keeping old wallets and other staff. I saw inside the wallet/s are pictures of me and my youngest brother. It was too late to know and understand her way of professing her love for us as we grow older.
Photo credits:
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Credits: Chumpy's Clip Art

I am sick! Call the doctor very, very quick! I am not feeling well yesterday! That's Wednesday! A achoo!! I keep sneezing the whole day and blowing my nose that turned red! And howdy? Do I look like a reindeer now? I can't stop myself to sneeze, do you?

Wednesday morning, I feel so lazy, my head aches. My sneezing was turned to a runny nose. No! My nose did not run and jump out of my face. It was turned to cold and sort of watery. I took my medicine, drink a lot of water and lemon juice. My voice has changed - croaky. Someone told me did you have a cold! Yes, I have, want some? She ends laughing.

As a savvy computer addict, I tried to log on the computer because there are a lot of things to do. But, I feel the world is spinning. So, I went back to sleep and rest! I woke up at 6pm and was surprised to know that my boyfriend did not eat his lunch. He was waiting for me. Oh my toes are curling!

We took our late lunch! Again, hard-headed me, I tried to sneak on the computer but my eyes seems to drop out of its suckle! I just reply a little message here and drop a little over there! Then log out and went back to sleep.

And now, I was hoping to feel better! And I am! The runny nose stop running. I can breathe clearly but can not stopped my drowsiness in front of the computer. Yes, on the computer~! Cherie, I want to do more hopping and reading! My loving boyfriend came and told me to rest! But I said, No because I haven't finished yet.

In a matter of minutes I did and this is one of them! :)

My neighbor who owns his mother gave him to another neighbor next to her house. But, Magic was usually left alone because the family usually visits their farm in the mountain. He went outside and looked for food. Then, he came to my house and went inside the kitchen as if we are friends, already.

Voila! My new button! I will use this as my blog's button and image on Entrecard. I will put the button and code on the side bar next. Of course, I will have to search on how to do it! Any suggestions?

I will post the codes next time because the image shows instead of the html codes.

A breaking news from the CNN entitled, “Kidnapped Kids Found in Facebook. Here’s the link if you want to see the news in video.

Yes, a mother was so excited to find her kids after 15 long years. I bet she’s jumping up and down! She found them through Facebook. According to the report, their Dad took off with the two kids ages 3 and 2 years old in 1995.

Their Dad remarried and had a son. Then, he told his daughters that their step-mom is their own mother. Now their Dad was behind bars.

I think even if the mother was very excited, she’ll be facing trouble with her kids. Psychologically and emotionally, her kid’s feelings have changed towards her. And after knowing their Dad is behind bars, I don’t think they will pass it by. Guess, these kids were confused of the situation.

I can only imagination the mother’s excitement and the children’s confused emotions. Her kids are now 17 and 16 years old.

IT'S DONE!! Take a look!

1. Download the new version here zip
2. Extract the file and saved it to your hard disk.
3. After extracting, you will find a folder that says "IMAGE - UPLOAD FIRST". Yes, upload all the pictures in that folder, FIRST. If you have a photobucket account, upload it there. If not, you can create it here. The important thing is that it has an HTML version where you can copy and paste later, leave it open.
4. Open another window and go to your blog Dashboard > Layout> Edit HTML,  first, click download full template, to back up or restore your old template.
5. Next, still in the Edit HTML, browse and upload Coffee Desk_v100 XML document from the extracted files. Leave it open.
6. Open the READ ME notepad in the extracted files folder for further instructions.

Problems Encountered:

Your template says "Mr. Moto Rising (Ellington style)", but much of the code (including the undefined) is left over from the third-party template. The normal recommendation is to revert the widgets. That will put the date in the post footer and remove the "undefined". While reverting, make sure you click the right link!Below the template editor, click:        Revert widget templates to default               link to the LEFT of the Clear Edits button.

"Besides the positive response, the owner of Karisma, (Wenefredo E.Gallega) didn’t seem to be happy.  Oh well, I can’t please everyone, I thought to myself.  Then I found out, the reason why he wasn’t so ecstatic about me was that he had a different agenda.  He didn’t care about quality performance. He was complaining to our manager why do I go home right away after the show. He said that I should stay longer, sit with several guests and order inflated priced ladies drinks. He said that this was the only way his bar will earn.  And besides, I’ll also benefit from the commission (drinkback), he said. He even tried to convince me by saying that all famous celebrities that came to Guam did that."

Feb 14, 2009 12:30 AM

I put on my headset, log on to my Facebook account and click on the game, "Nightclub City". With the music I hear from the game, I am now ready in a blog walked.

A friend introduced this game two days ago. I even told her, "Naa, i had a lot of games played, already!" Even so, I checked it out to see for myself. Gosh! I can hear music! This is good and uplifting especially if I have things to do here on the net.

It is easy to create and follow the guidelines. It is like Cafeworld wherein you have to arrange decors. Since, it is a nightclub, you will have to arrange the bars, add chairs, dance floors echetera as you level up. Just open the game and let the dj bartenders do the work for about 20-30 minutes and then click again the music type again.

For the music, you can choose from Hip Hop, Electronic and Pop.