The truth: 
It never crossed my mind that I am pregnant; from being nauseated, dizziness and headache. I even thought that the big amount of food intake was abnormal.

What’s going on? That question spins like a wheel in my mind. My food intake has changed. Now, I look even bigger. That worries me because I am already overweight. 

A nurse suggested buying a home kit of pregnancy test worth 50pesos only. After I used it, the result has two lines. The second line was blurred but according to the nurses and a doctor it’s positive even if it’s blurred. The doctor gave me Folate acid, a vitamin that will help the baby healthy. She told me continue taking the vitamin everyday whatever happens. I think the doctor was aware that I am not convinced of the result.

Yes, I took another pregnancy test with a Med-Tech and it’s positive. The result again has two lines and both lines are clear.

Question is how many weeks/months is my baby? I forgot the exact date because I am wondering if I ever have a period in the month of July. That is why I am waiting for August, observing if I have a period. It did for a day and then few days after the morning sickness.

Guess, I need a trans-v ultrasound to determine the exact date.Whoa!

Yes, the result is positive! Yay, I'm pregnant? I couldn't believe my ears. I feel like I was dreaming. Please don't get me wrong because I'll be 38 years old next month. I've never been pregnant before. So, this is my first.

After learning the result, I can not sleep. I feel like walking in a dreamland. My feelings were great that I posted three articles, right away. I grabbed the opportunity and had done blog hopping that day (Sept 1). Sometimes, I feel swooning, my head aches and sleepy after.

I admit I am not a coffee drinker because after drinking two sachets for two days, I give up. My beau loves it because he bought a pack of the said coffee. What I did, when he have a cup, I ask for a sip or three and that’s it.

This happened last week of August. I was scared when I have this bleeding. In my mind, I have two options:

1. Mother died from Cervical Cancer. I was advised by an ob to have a pap smear twice a year for detection. I was diagnosed with a coccobacilli shift in flora. First detection was last July 2001 and second was November 2008. She directly told me the truth that I am a cancer candidate. The long period of bacteria can cause cancer. No one knows what kind of cancer. She advised me to have a papsmear twice a year. This advised was not followed for financial reasons.
2. It’s a preggy thing because of the vomiting, nausea, headaches and craving of food. 

Well, I tried my own remedies without positive results until I asked a friend nurse who passed by the shop. She advised me to buy a pregnancy test kit in the pharmacy for only 50pesos. Also, she agreed bleeding is one symptoms of cancer.

So, I bought one sachet of pregnancy test kit. The result is POSITIVE!!