Getting married is exciting and stressful. There are a lot to think about and do preparations. Like the wedding ceremony, invitations, dresses, rings and other things on the lists. But a prenup is rarely the top to think about. And bringing it up can feel awkward. Your partner might think it like you predicting that the marriage will fail before you've even gotten married.

For the past few days have been some of the hardest I've faced in a long time. It was full of health challenges. It is about health, finances, and the daily responsibilities of being a solo parent. I felt like everything was happening at once. I wasn't sure how I would get through it, but here I am, taking one day at a time. I want to share my personal life update because someone out there may be going through similar situation.

Writing about my own life is not as easy as it sounds.

It gives me a hard time. Every time I try to write, I feel no spark at all. I sit in front of my computer with a heavy heart and a blank screen. My thoughts are there, but I can’t get them out.

I haven’t posted anything in over three months. I felt like giving up, but deep down, I didn’t want to. Aside from being my bread and butter, I still want to write. Writing is like letting go of the heavy feelings I’ve been carrying. Writing helps me breathe a little easier. Although I did write tidbits in my diary or journal - whatever you call it. Still, it is different from writing on this blog.