Last night, a regular customer told me, to look at the moon because it has an amazing view. He even tried to convinced other regular customer in the internet shop to watch it, once in your life.
A Star On Top of The Moon
May 16, 2010
Last night, a regular customer told me, to look at the moon because it has an amazing view. He even tried to convinced other regular customer in the internet shop to watch it, once in your life.
Little Pink Diaries + Mom's Cervical Cancer
The posts in pink diaries are the times with my mother who was battling with cancer. And I used the email of this blog for it. But then, there is another one multiply account filled with business linkage of online sellers with another email in which I did not open anymore. I want to use only one email, so I decided to transfer it (business links in multiply) here and cancel Pink Diaries. But, I can not cancel or delete it easily because it is very special to me. Those are the times when I don't have anyone to talk to emotionally but the keyboard..
I have only two untitled posts with dates:
According to a doctor, the cause of cervical cancer comes from a man who had an active sex life. Let me put it straight: a man who have an intimate moment with different women and use his wife for another play. You feel okay but the bacteria that got inside will grow unnoticed especially if you have no yearly pap smear. But mother had undergone a lot of surgeries. She has a cesarean operation when my youngest brother was born. Her left Fallopian tube, i think, and ovary was taken out. It has a tumor that turns negative. I am thankful with that. The doctor told me, don't worry because she will live for 20 years.
My mother, i think, wasn't prepared for this illness. She can not accept it even if i told her to pray, always. She thinks that she was lured into the magical powers of dark evil - daut-kulam. She even asked and cried why "it" was done to her? What's her fault to suffer this kind of ailment. A doctor thinks, she's in Stage 4 now or terminal.
As a daughter, i cried and prayed. I can not accept this fact. My imagination flies for "IF ONLY". If only, i am rich, i'd let mother stay in the hospital longer until it's time or request for a nurse-caregiver to help us. Mother always think about us, her children and husband. She takes care of us, always. A hard working mom who suffers a lot of pain through marriage and a martyr wife.
While battling cancer, mother always cry out my name, hug me, hold and tugged my hand. Who am i to reject my mother's plea of help. My heart is not made of stone. I couldn't stop crying even f i pretend to be.
Even if she's not a perfect mom. She will always be. She's my ONE and ONLY MOM
And last night, mother is bleeding. I changed her adult diaper twice, soaking with blood.
The doctor told us (brother and I) to prepare anytime. Anytime, she'll be gone. According to her, maybe she's in Stage 4 - Terminal
I hope if it's her time to go and leave us, i am hoping and wishing - she'll be sleeping.
Cancer can kill when you detect it late or you have no financial means especially the medicines.
Mother suffers from cervical cancer stage 3… The doctor told me that she can do nothing about it. She can’t give medicines further etchetera. According to her, only a Gynecology-Oncology doctor can accommodate that area of medicine. I also found out (with a gyne doctor) that after ”RASPA” (another doctor done that) the result is SQUAMOUS CARCINOMA CELL. He suggested for an operation. Operation was done. But the problem was left inside the wall. While, the uterus and ovary was taken out has no problem. Since, the new doctor can't do nothing to it. She told me whatever my mother wants to eat, drink and do.. give her everything. She also warned me that mama will become thinner and sooner or later will shout because of pain and numbness she felt.
Mama is fond of “Albularyo” - a witch doctor especially in rural areas. Psychologically, she thought that what causes her pain is a “da-ut”- done by someone using magical elements. I doubt because i knew everything - medical history. I always believe in these sayings that “Whatever you do to your brethren, it will return back to you” and “You will always reap what you sow!”
In the past months, i saw my mother even in the midst of pain, who can still walk, went to market with me, sits in front of the house and walk around the subdivisions streets. Now, she lies in bed and we kept on massaging her left leg. She said it feels numb and she can not sleep because of it. So, we massage her leg That we lost track of time and house chores. Adjustments has been made. She only stand up to eat, go to the restroom to pee and change her diaper. She doesn’t want us to change her diaper. …. Until such time, she can't do it anymore.
What Motivates you?
It is our love in Gods given-life with faith and hope that things will change regardless of the issues we are facing today.
It is all in the mind. If we keep on whimpering on how tired we are, how low our salary is, we feel useless, stress and tired! The more we think of it, the more we become stressful
Just look around you and see the beauty of everyone. If you have a child, then play with your child. Do what you love to do. Relax and have fun by going with the nature. Most of all, be Prayerful and Have Faith in Him.
Nightclub City on Facebook
May 9, 2010
I put on my headset, log on to my Facebook account and click on the game, "Nightclub City". With the music I hear from the game, I am now ready in a blog walked.
A friend introduced this game two days ago. I even told her, "Naa, i had a lot of games played, already!" Even so, I checked it out to see for myself. Gosh! I can hear music! This is good and uplifting especially if I have things to do here on the net.
It is easy to create and follow the guidelines. It is like Cafeworld wherein you have to arrange decors. Since, it is a nightclub, you will have to arrange the bars, add chairs, dance floors echetera as you level up. Just open the game and let the dj bartenders do the work for about 20-30 minutes and then click again the music type again.
For the music, you can choose from Hip Hop, Electronic and Pop.
Themes and Tips in CafeWorld
May 1, 2010
Do you have a Facebook account? If so, you must have heard about "Cafe World" or you have been playing it for a while. Cafe World is one of the games in the Facebook run by Zynga people. Just an imagination: your cooking dishes, have waiters and most of all create a look or themes in your restaurant.
Every time you prepare a dish and served it into a counter, you will earn cafe points. What is cafe points? Cafe points is what you need to level up, another term for this is experience points. Every time you level up, you unlocked a dish to cook and decorations. You will earn coins through the dishes you served. If you have enough coins, you can use it by expanding your cafe and buy different decors you like.
Cafe World is having a contest for the best Ocean theme cafe design. But, I opted to creating different themes in the four walls of my cafe. You'll see the themes below:
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