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As a couple who have no baby for years is quite a struggle and a pressure. And then, when you have it, voila! Everyone is so excited. This is what happened to Thomas Rhett and wife Lauren.

On February 18, a Saturday both the couple shared on Instagram their happiness and excitement, with some photos and videos from their gender reveal party. 

Thomas wife, Lauren Akins, shared a picture of a gorgeous tall cake. "Twinkle, Twinkle, Little Star" decorations. Her caption says, "How we wonder what you are...' guess what we're doing tonight :)". The cake is adorned with colors pink and blue. It has an edible metallic star decoration covering it. It was magnificent!

Today, I watched a video from Brightside about a "9 Months of Pregnancy in 4 Minutes". The video shows the start of conceiving a child from the start to giving birth in 4 minutes.

While watching the video, all the memories and pain of losing my unborn child returned. I find myself weeping uncontrollably. I've been holding on for years, pretending that I'm okay even if it's not. Just to go on with life. The truth of what had really happened did not sink in, immediately. Until I saw and visualized it.